You wouldn’t believe me if I said I traveled into a different dimension when I fell asleep, funny thing was I knew the place yet at the same time nothing was familiar.
This beautiful place, I can’t describe it because I wouldn’t know what to say, I’ve never been there but I felt myself arriving as I fell into peaceful slumber…
I was inside myself, my mind to be specific, and everything was so magnificent I was awestruck. That is until a dark figure smiled at me while holding my hand and made me stab myself repeatedly.
Until I realised that the dark figure was me and I woke up thinking I’d feel pain and sadness. Nothing but content flooded over me, I knew why I’d kill myself.
It’s not murder it’s closure. My toxicity needed peace and knowing that it too can have the authority to stab myself, was all I needed to understand imperfection.
I am the dark figure and I am myself who got stab. I am the victim and I am the perpetrator. Learn this and so much more, it was only a nightmare…Until, I woke up.
Rue Academia of Rhodesia.
The Chronicles of Orphic 